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Today was a pretty decent day...It's amazing what a little change of things can do!
I bet yall are wondering about the sunflower thing...I put a picture of them because I've got a little story to tell about them and why they are my most favorite thing in the world!
The thing I love about sunflowers is that in a way, they are like people should be a lot of times. A sunflower follows the sun wherever it goes. If the sun falls to the flower's left, the flower will then go towards the left. Even when it is dark outside, the flower is going to find that tiny speck of light and flock to it. To me, it's a sign of possitivity and it's beautiful.
I know this all sounds kinda wierd but it makes sense to me. I think sometimes we get so caught up in our bad situations, we just assume there is no hope or "light". But there is...there is always that tiny bit that is there if you look for it. I'm going to start looking harder for it. I know it will help.
Ok that was a little strange but seriously...just think about it.
I hope everyone's new scheldules are going good! I love you all! Good night!
Oh and remember--It's not about the love you lost or the things you think you left behind or about the losing streak that makes you think you're falling apart...what really does matter is only your heart.
 I miss you and love you
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| Life is a crazy thing...
Thank yall so much for being there...it means so much and helps more than you can know.
Well, things seem to be looking up! I've accepted that I got to experience something amazing with a truly wonderful person. The last sixth months were something that I do not regret. I hate that it had to end but there is a reason that it did. I will always remember the great times we shared and I always want to be here for you.
"Once a glass is broken, it can be pieced back together but it will never be the same"
I've decided that with the way things ended I cannot go back to this. Not because I'm angry or anything but simply because I cannot forget and it would only be devistating for both of us. I want to remember us how we were. It is a great memory and thank you for it. I love you
A wise person recently told me...
The LORD is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
--Psalm34:18
I believe this to be true. Thank you Alice! Good advice.
I am excited! This weekend was really fun and things are looking up! I love you all! Thanks for listening! G'night
Haily Laz | | |
| I want so badly to be pretend like it never happened...
I just want all of this to go away. Honestly, I think it is much too easy to say I wish you and I never happened...that isn't true. I fell in love with you and I was so happy with myself for once. Despite what some people think, I am insecure when it comes to myself...but when I was with you I completely forgot all about that for a little while. I was so sure of our relationship and how much you cared. I've never been that way and I NEVER thought you would cheat. I had my worries at one point but somehow I was able to let all of that go. I think that is why this hurts so badly. You've embarrased me, taken away my security, and most of all shattered my heart into innumberable pieces. This makes me question myself and my trust in anyone more than anything else.
I feel so sick and empty. I can't eat, I can't be happy right now. You are always on my mind and it is just constantly eating away at me. I know everyone makes mistakes...I just don't understand why.
The worst part is...I miss you. You were one of the best things in my life. I love you with my whole heart. I will be ok. I can get passed this...I have before and I will again. I don't have to live with this...you do. I miss my friend--Good luck with everything and it is ok.
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My dearest Aunt Kimberly, I wish for you...
Comfort on difficult days.
Smiles when sadness intrudes
Rainbows to follow the clouds
Laughter to kiss your lips
Sunsets to warm your heart
Gentle hugs when spirits sag |
Friendships to brighten your being
Beauty for your eyes to see
Confidence for when you doubt
Faith so that you can believe
Courage to know yourself
Patience to accept the truth
And love to complete your life | | | |
| Say that I love you...
Thank yall for the comments!!! I wanna cry sometimes b/c yall are so freakin nice! I love you!
SHEER BLISS! Caitlyn Jane- BOTTOMS UP to good talks, good times, the "code of conduct", and to a FABULOUS SENIOR YEAR! I love you M.O.P.!
I love everyone!!! I really really do! I hope everything is great for everyone! If it isn't, it WILL get better! PROMISE!
Everything is as it should be...Thank you God for all you have put into my life.
I'm so happy right now! I hope this feeling lasts!
Love you all! G'night! | | |
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